thank you everyone!
very helpful and encouraging.
The below is a downer, so pls dont carry on reading if its not a good day for u.
I dont talk much about the hobby and dont really know alot of hobbist and hope i can just dump this here:
I messed up my dechlorinator and killed my 3 adult ranchus. They had just spawned before my blunder. So i had about 30 fry in a separate tank. Out of these 30, i manage to kill 28 of them... and now i am only left with 2. I didnt know enough about ranchu fry and I think I still dont.
Feel pretty disappointed at myself for killing all these fishes but very grateful to have this opportunity to try to brings these 2 fry up and have some sort of connection to my older ranchus. I want to say i have learnt a lot but I am not sure if i actually did. I went thru years of not having fish die and suddenly it seems like all the fishes are dying. I know everyday is a learning experience and life, and fishkeeping, is like a dojo, always teaching and always providing opportunities for us to be better.
I wish I tried harder before, and I wish knew more before, and I wish I could go back to do it right. But thats not allowed. However, I do have today and tomorrow! 🙂
thx guys for reading!